This offends me as I'm a vegan transgender atheist who vapes and crossfits 4 times a week and I'm also a male feminist as I identify myself as a pastafarian apache helicopter dog, mega multi combo god of hyper death and if you don't agree with me you're an ignorant arrogant globaphobic sexist lesbian.
Just spent the day at home with a str8 mate at a couple of strip clubs and wasn't really turned on LOL have I been really turned to the "Darkside" so much LOL!
No you're just looking forward to your trip so much. If it was after your trip.. I think you'd enjoy it knowing it'd be a little bit till you get back.